another death, another post!

hey Jesus, its been so long since i wrote in this blog ... yup, the going has been tough learning how to lean on You ... tough, tough, tough n so not fun .. yet, i cry more now! i think, my heart's starting to become more tenderised too :) so i guess, tht's pretty neat!

Lord, when I die, pls crown me as the one that sought after You relentlessly ... that one that was desperate for You. And while I am still on this earth, please remember me as the beautiful bride that was created for LOVE! pls Lord, dont make me do anything except to love and to be loved... I think everything else is too tough for me (this too actually, but this at least inspires)

btw Lord, its really weird cos I found out yesterday that frank teo passed on - i guess he died doing what's closest in his heart - missions! after all that been said and done, i live for one thing which is still that i would love Jesus with my whole being and others with compassion cos of that ...