jesus, this is your favourite one ... and i hear you speak isaiah 43 and 44 over me ... that you, the almighty god created and formed me ... everything i am going through, you already knew it even before i was in my mother's womb ... yes lord, i will not be afraid cos you have ransomed me and you have called me by name cos i belong to you. nothing that anyone does will ever spoil harm or destroy me cos i am your favourite one and you will protect me. yes jesus, you are for me and not against me. you love me passionately and i so desire to return the same love to you. baptise my heart with fire lord so that when i walk through the fire, i will sense your heartbeat.when i walk through the oppression of fire, you will burn all the drosses in my life. and when i go thorugh the rivers of difficulty, i will never drown. instead, the waters will wash me clean.. the waters will draw me into your heart... the waters will wash me with joy. truly lord, you are yeshua, the annointed one, the holy one of israel and you have captivated my heart. i ask this season lord that you will increase the capacity in my heart to love you. weed out, burn, wash away all the idols in my heart that i will have only you.. through the waters and the fire, give me a broken spirit and a contride heart, make me a person that will tremble at your word. your precious word.

i love you jesus. you have truly ravished my heart ... i have tasted and have seen that you are good.

jesus, this is your favourite one coming to you ... geez, why is it that i get so envious of people seeing signs and wonders while i seem to be missing it... i know i am your favourite one yet i feel so insecure. is there a problem with me ... strange how everyone knows i am so special yet ... i guess the yet is, lord thank you that in my weakness, you still find me lovely and u are still persuing me. thank you that in my weakness, you still desire me more than i can ever desire you. surley goodness and mercy will follow me all the days of my life, even as i search intently for you. you have won my heart ... let me be a bride that will always be radical for you. a bride that will be completely sold out for you. let me always be a princess that will sing for no one else but you. jesus, i am so in love with you... cos you have captured my heart. teach me to love you more each day. teach me how to spoil you with my love

hi blogspot

been in hiding for so long - perhaps its cos the journey hasnt been one that has been too exciting ... although i think that's really quite wrong cos it has been exciting but not the kind of excitement that i like ... seriously, i dont care that goshen's not as easy to claim as i thot it wld be, i do somewhat care that i am now fat n .. yet, deep within me, while this irritates me, it doesnt really disturb me as much as the fact that i am backsliding ... i cant seem to sense jesus as much and i dont quite enjoy sitting in his presence as much as i use to. in ihop they tell me that the wilderness is really good - yet lord, i say to you that the wilderness is not fun cos i cant see you and i cant hear your voice - n most of all, i am so afraid that i will fall into sin ... so help me lord not to fall but to rise above all the troubles ... lord pls speak to me

even as you have been telling me abt jesus the judge, ouch jesus, hide me under the canopy of your love that i will not be afraid but delighted that u will defend me. i love u jesus and i really desire the day when i can see your face ...

ps, i miss you badly